please! stop adding burden to me. when I say no and reject I really mean it. please do not persuade me any further to go for it. sometimes I reject challenge or new task because I'm really very tired. I realize recently my mood is very down and kinda panas baran.
I get stress-out and mad easily nowadays cause everyone thought I'm superwoman and I can done everything excellently.I really dislike my current situation. why la? and come on, be mature please.
to anyone who's reading this and if you are involve, please pay attention what I say.
Eklektos usher, I know you guys are doing your weekly routine and you guys think that nothing special that goes wrong. in my point of view, you guys really are not improving at all but instead back sliding. please do your very best not to show off to me. you guys should know your responsibility and if you fail to achieve weeks after weeks then I have to say usher team don't need you. I'm not being meant but strict. I don't want anyone thought coming in and out usher team is a small matter. and I don't irresponsible people be in usher team. if I can't achieve well in quantity, then I'll just achieve well in quality.
E2 member, sometimes I'm really tired of you guys. I try my best every week I go cell group by not bringing any other emotions that I have in other thing to effect you guys. but you guys just somehow disappoint me over and over again. have you guys ever thought that if a cell group is not interesting or not fun, the cell member's responsible is to build up the atmosphere again. what I said to you guys and you guys don't wanna follow. so what you expect from me? think about it.
to whom it may concern, please don't increase any challenge or burden to me again. I'm verryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy tired and totally exhausted. my current feelings is being away from everything and get myself relax. sometimes I just wanna stay home and lepak at home but what do you a call home when you don't feel like it?
please la everyone. I'm not superwoman. I dream that I should just be a nobody and stop everything I'm having now. sometimes seeing friend's life I'm so envy of them cause they got less trouble to solve and just enjoy life.
I never expect to have any reward for what I did but just some rest. is that a bit too much?
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