my future

okay, recently a lot people asked me about my future career. well, every time I answered them 'don't know'. well, actually I'm not sure what I wanna be or what is my passion.

a lot people agreed that I'm a good event planner, it can be a probability for my future career. but the problem is my results is not as good as my sister, so I'm facing financial problem for education as scholarship is hard to get nowadays.

next, I'm interested of working for the anti corruption department at Putrajaya. I know this department always being complained by others. but I don't care, I'll just do my part. some of you might think that my thoughts are too simple but you won't know what I'm thinking of. so, just keep quiet and don't make nonsense.

besides, I also like taking photos. not taking my own photos like those really disgusting and over act cute type. but is for those like nature's photo which need skills. or taking model's photo. I really enjoy it and I think not many people know about it. when I saw portrait's photo or those magazine photos, I have a habit to do 'research' based on the photo. I'll figure out which angle the photographer use to take the photo. or sometimes the adjustment of lens and of course the pose of model how to look nicer.

furthermore, I love baking and cooking. I love to bake cake and making desert. I also like cooking. sometimes I'll create my own type of dish and give a new try in making food. mum always test it and she says is nice and I'm creative in making these stuff. I enjoy culinary arts, that's why I'm willing to spend on food. for your info, I do watch baking and cooking tv show. sometimes when I go for buffet or those expensive restaurant, I'll actually observe how they did the dish. the color of food and plates that they use to make that dish look more beautiful and of course the setting of the food.

so next time, when people ask me again what I wanna do in future, I'll answer don't know or not sure. that's all.