sharing

long time didn't blog for something personal about me...well, I mean the recent posts is just the post I'm out of idea and don't know what to blog... and yeah, I don't promise this post will be like the way I used to blog. cause after reading so many of my friend's blog I think naturally I change my way of blogging. =D

anyway, been learning about love which is BGR again these 2 or 3 weeks. before this I always think that love is the most beautiful thing ever, but recently friends around me just show that love isn't that way. yeah, they have problems in their relationship but I can't share more cause is not my business and I didn't get permission from them to blog here.

and this song just kinda represent their feelings now, here is part of the lyrics... its 原来 by 林俊杰...is in Chinese but you can ask me the meaning if you don't understand.

原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪,
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语.

原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你,
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己.

well, if you guys have read my previous post and knew there's something big and sad happen to me last 2 months. that time when I heard this song tears are in my eyes, I just feel the same way too. but because I knew God love and care for me, He send angel to help me overcome things.

I wanted to forget about the sad memories but I can't and none of us can forget, you know why? cause is your memories. happy moments are memories, and we wanna remember it. sad moments are memories too, yet we wanna forget it. I don't really wanna forget my sad memories, cause it makes me grow up and I don't want to walk back the way that hurts me.

everyone have their own point of view and opinion in everything, but I still believe that love is beautiful. I'm not trying to ask everyone to believe it also cause maybe in your situation you don't believe it. and yeah, I don't wanna forget my sad memories.