most of you know that I'm now working at Alpha Malaysia(KL)... and friends wanna know about my recent news. I could tell you all that I'm fine here. but I also feel sad, angry & disappointed.
why I say so? everyday I did the usual office work here, and most of you knows that what it's look like. At here, I'm doing the translation work(from English to Chinese) , helping Tim and Wini to do their works such as key in information/details, arrange the delegate's notes...etc
you know what? I feel like so disappointed cause I thought that my work is like following Wini going places to assist her in training, conference and weekend away. feel angry cause everything I wanna do is in the computer and it is very lack, not functioning otherwise don't have it. feel sad cause I know these is not good and I shouldn't think this way.
I pray for myself that God, He will make a way. let me change my attitude and I can work properly. God, you have bring me here but I don't feel like you are with me. I know I have this thought is not right and I need spiritual refresh.
Dear Father God, I pray that You've bring me here for a purpose. I don't want to come here and waste my time daily, I'm working for You but not anyone else. God, change the situation. I believe You can hear my prayer. You are my father and King of all King, so I'm your daughter and the princess. Father, help me, I need your refreshing and You to pour out the Glory. Father, thank you for hearing my prayer. In Jesus name I pray, Amen!
Take heart, girl. Office work is not very lively and happening and I can totally relate to that.
ReplyDeleteThere were times when I looked back and think to myself why am I still in the position of keying-in info, etc and not doing what I want to do or hope to be doing?
Your work of keying-in data and translation are very important. They will all come in handy in the future, and imagine how those stuffs will greatly help the people who turn to YA, Malaysia for information and you've contributed to that. Isn't it great? :)
I just watched Evan Almighty for the first time last night and couldn't contain myself when Morgan Freeman, the guy who played God said: If u pray and ask for patience, will God give u patience? Or will He give u opportunities to be patient?...Im sure u prayed to God and asked for sth for this intern, and God might be giving u the opportunities to realise it..in His own way..u might not agree its the best way, at least for now..who knows what He's trying to show u? Think abt it.
Its so good to see that u are so passionate to want to do sth & go out to reach to the lost. I like to be with people like that, =)
enjoy ur intern in KL! May it be a fruitful one!! P/S: and I have a feeling I know which lousy computer u r refering to :p
love ya!
mmmm..read bout it.. hmmm..well, everything seems rugged and ugly at the appearance at times.. its like a present wrapped in dirty ugly papers.. but hey!! u havent look at da inside!! dere's much much things u cud enjoy, learnin more bout hw ta do office work, growing in patience and preseverance and enjoy fellowship wit one another =D dun be sad.. it's okay to feel bad sumtimes.. dere's always da rainbow that we need ta look forward after every rainy day..God bless!!!
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