Be the difference

Day 9 of LOVE

2012-02-09T13:36:00.001+08:00

it's been more than a week since I started my love project.

I thought that I can only fulfill this project by me helping others. however, yesterday I was blessed by others.

after my kitchen class, I was thirsty and wanted to buy drinks from the vending machine. unfortunately the machine only accept RM1 & RM5 note, but I only have RM10 note in my purse. a few of my friends was there and asked them if they have change. turn out, they buy me a drink instead of exchanging money with me.

honestly, I did not expect that. not being pampered by others for too long, I somehow feel loved by this group of friends. it's random but sweet enough.

thank God for wonderful friends. thank God for putting different friends into my life and mould me who I am today.

start love today by appreciating your friends, they might surprise you when you least expect =)

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

Day 8 of LOVE

2012-02-07T23:56:00.005+08:00

when was the last time you had a quiet time with yourself and not being disturb by others?

ever since I left home for studies, I have a lot of personal time for myself, a lot of my activities were cut down. to some people it may seems I'm having a boring life. however, I always tell myself to enjoy every stage of life.

today I spent some time reflect back of all the time since I came here. wrote a note to my future self. it somehow motivate me by listing down things I want to achieve.

start love today by loving yourself and your life.

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

Day 7 of LOVE

2012-02-07T00:05:00.002+08:00

it's chap goh mei today, which means mode for CNY: Off.

to be honest, I'm still in holiday mode especially when I was back to hometown during CNY. missing lots of fun and companion back then. whenever I come back to the west, it's like back to the cruel reality.

went Mid Valley for the day with Tim & Jamie. thanks to their companion, otherwise I'll be going alone. planned to get a book for my course but too bad, both Borders and MPH no stock :(

then went over Jamie's place for dinner. she cooked bak kut teh soup, not the best but it's good enough for us as we were all apart from home. having bak kut teh as dinner I'm already contented.

dad called after dinner time. he never fail to call me on every special occasion day and also every time when I come back to west from home. just to check on and make sure I'm safe. talked to my queen as well which is my popo =) I know she's missing me a lot. every time when we talk on phone, she always ask did I eat and how's my studies. she never fail to remind every single time to trust in God, pray more and have faith.

I really love having phone calls from parents and ma queen. they are what keep me moving forward.

start love today by appreciating the time you have with your family.

queen of mine :)

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

Day 6 of LOVE

2012-02-05T19:21:00.002+08:00

second day of long weekend.

didn't do much thing today besides cleaning my room's floor. went to the mall to refill some grocery. walk 20 minutes under the sun to reach the mall cause I'm trying to save money by cutting down the unnecessary.

talking about cut down, I think I did it today when I went for grocery shopping. I spent on necessary stuff for 90%. yea, I know you guys must be wondering why not 100%. cause that 10% I bought an ice-cream and a chocolate for my own indulge.

but overall I'm happy cause I actually did not overspend yet I bought what I need.

going mid valley tomorrow to buy books and hopefully able to buy a suitable birthday gift for my dearest cell leader.

start love today by spending money wisely. no matter you are spending by self-earn money or parent's allowance, spend wisely so that you can save up for future use :)

the ice cream I bought :D

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

Day 5 of LOVE

2012-02-04T23:22:00.000+08:00

it's been 7 months+ I'm living alone at another city without my family members beside me. I must say at times things are not as easy as I thought. there's been a lot of time I hope I can go home and see all my family members after attending uni's classes. unfortunately, reality is not as fancy as I thought.

everyday after class, I come back to my little cubic facing 4 walls and my faithful laptop. a lot of times I just feel that I'm so lifeless.

so, called mum and dad today.

being an outstation student like me, calling parents become a to-do list. the to-do list here I'm not referring it as a task or burden, I actually love having conversation with my mum and dad through phone calls.

start love today by appreciating your parents :)

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

Day 4 of LOVE

2012-02-04T23:09:00.000+08:00

suppose to update this post yesterday but I was too tired to do so after coming back from cell group.

the topic for last night cell group was 'From rubbish to Jesus'. such strong topic isn't it? I would not say much about that topic cause if I do, the highlight of this post will be affected.

so as I mentioned, I attended cell group last night which at first I wasn't feel like going. However, in the end I still make the effort to go.

relating it to my LOVE project, you guys must be wondering how I'm gonna relate it.

sometimes by showing up and giving support to someone with your presence it's an act of love as well. participation acts an important role in an organization and of course in a cell group.

after all, by showing up ain't that difficult. continue to love others as you make an effort to show up to support them =)

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

Day 3 of LOVE

2012-02-02T21:41:00.001+08:00

life at the west is basically almost the same every week. it become a routine of what you constantly doing especially for a uni student like me.

so today I went on with my routine. wake up. survive and go back to sleep (^o^)

took bus to come home after class. while hoping down the bus, I pass by the bus driver and thanked him. I actually realize not many people say thank you to the bus driver. though we all pay for the trip, but saying a thank you is not a big deal right?

start love today by saying thank you :) it ain't that hard.

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

Feb

2012-02-02T13:32:00.000+08:00

Can you believe that the first month of 2012 is over!!??

It's been a good month for me as I was back to hometown for CNY and really enjoy myself a lot. A lot of times I've heard people says that how they wish time could pause for a while so that they can enjoy more what they are doing. It's true, especially when you are having a whale of a time with the love one.

Stepping into February, so far so good. I love February which I don't know why. Perhaps it is a short month? Or it is due to Valentine? Or it is because it's my birthday? *hint hint* =)

Last night, the K's sisters went over my place and we had some chat. I date them for birthday dinner on next week and they asked what gift I want for my birthday. I seriously no idea what should I get. I used to do a wishlist and post it publicly but I don't do it anymore now cause it seems very materialistic.

Now I still have wishlist, just that I don't post it publicly and doing it like advertisement ~~(sounds so holy-boly)~~. However, I'm actually hoping to get myself a smartphone though. I would not ask others to give it to me as a birthday gift cause it's too expensive. I rather work and earn some allowance to buy it myself, in that way I would appreciate the phone more as well.

Gift. Hmm.... Everyone love receiving gift isn't it? I love it too especially that moment you going to unwrap it, feeling astonish for not knowing what is it inside. And I guess that's one of the reason why I like to wrap a gift nicely before giving out to someone. It's like an enlightening medicine for the soul :)

Oh well, I think I have to brain storm these 2 days on what should I get for my BIG 19 (",)

happy reading <3

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

Day 2 of LOVE

2012-02-01T20:03:00.000+08:00

it's the second day of my LOVE project :)

feeling great so far. it's just the second day, how can I say it bad right? stupid me

anyway, this morning woke up early because I need to go uni earlier to print lecture notes before class.

while walking to the com lab, called class rep to ask did he prints the notes for us. fyi, he always help all of us to print notes and stuff then we just need to pay the printing fees to him.

so yeah, called and get to know that he didn't print it out. so I offered to help him print it as well without asking him to pay back the money =)

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

Day 1 of LOVE

2012-01-31T20:15:00.004+08:00

Started it today, 31st Jan 2012.

While walking to class this morning, a group of student approach me to donate for charity by buying the cookies. Without much hesitation, I asked for the price of the cookies. It was RM5 per packet. I gave them RM5 from my purse without taking the cookies. I hope they could at least sell that 1 more packet to help the unfortunate and bless the community.

May God's blessing be upon these kind soul.

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

100 days act of LOVE

2012-01-31T20:06:00.000+08:00

I wanted to do this quite some time ago but didn't really get into action.
Till this year, 2012 I decided to take it as one of my resolution.

Inspired by Ps. Jaeson Ma, he started it as 365 days act of love. The idea is to show more care and love to the people around our life.
From talking it and now come to action, I am not trying to be boast or anything, but simply to show more care and love to the surrounding.
I hope by doing so I could change myself into a better attitude person and simultaneously train my own discipline.
I will try my best to update on my blog of what I have did everyday in fulfilling this task.

If you are interested to join me by showing kindness and love as well, please do so! You may leave a comment and I'll check out your blog.

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

it's NYE!

2011-12-31T12:54:00.004+08:00

okay I know my topic got nothing to do with my post, ~~you can kill me~~.

2011 is coming to an end very soon.

it's been an eventful year for myself.

did lots of first-time thing that you usually would not do if you are under 18.

leant a lot of things in terms of skill, knowledge and also learning from other's perspective.

2012 is approaching, I actually do not believe that it is the end of the world.

there are still many things for everyone of us to explore.

life must be something more than what we are doing daily.

there's a few things I wanna achieve in the coming year.

hoping to get some gadgets as well, perhaps 1 gadgets I would be satisfied.

Happy New Year!

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

Merry Christmas

2011-12-25T13:51:00.002+08:00

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

:)

2011-12-09T00:14:00.001+08:00

when life gives you lemon, make a lemonade out of it!

and most importantly, treat it with a smile :)

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

goodbye November

2011-11-30T22:32:00.001+08:00

December coming soon in 1 hour and 30 minutes.
I really hope December will treat me well as I always love December because it is holiday and Christmas season.
this year a bit more different, it will also be the month I'm going home for 2 weeks of holiday.

November was a busy month. Cope with sooooo many things that I didn't realize it past through so fast. And when I realize, it's already the last day.

2012 will be a good year I hope.

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

ponder on

2011-11-10T22:43:00.001+08:00

Sometimes how do you consider what you are doing is right or wrong?

Is there always black and white in everything?

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

2 or 3

2011-11-10T01:05:00.004+08:00

They say Two is better than one

Some say three is a crowd

But I say three is happiness

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

礼物

2011-10-15T22:03:00.002+08:00

好久没收到礼物了，几乎都快把收礼物的那个喜感给忘了。

其实渐渐发现，人随着年纪的增长，收礼物的次数也慢慢地减少了。

还记得那些年，每当我收到礼物时都终是好兴奋。嘴巴会不知觉地往上扬，心里好高兴。就因为这份喜悦，我好喜欢送别人礼物。看到别人开心，自己也会不由自主地替他人高兴。

使徒行传 20:35 "......施比受更为有福。"

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

Counting Down

2011-09-19T10:40:00.001+08:00

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

忙碌

2011-08-22T17:54:00.000+08:00

忙。

累。

疲惫。

除了用这些字来形, 还是累。

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

一个人

2011-07-25T22:35:00.001+08:00

在这儿生活, 习惯了一个人的步伐. 做任何事情都不需要交代, 不需要顾虑其他人的感受或想法.

的确, 一个人赛跑可以跑地很快. 但, 却需要有个伴来完成比赛.

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

PJ : V2.0

2011-07-17T21:40:00.001+08:00

last Sunday I visited City Harvest Church, KL. was invited by Caleb. the most productive day of the week as it was my first week at KL and I was really bored till I rot at home. so yeah, get to meet a few KK-ians such as Frances, Alvin and Jason. after service Caleb even brought me to Meeples for board games together with Sylvia. also tried Snowflakes for the very first time.

this Sunday, I get to visit Acts Church and had the opportunity their cell group which they call it Homes. the sharing part and atmosphere is pretty alike with what I used to had back at KK. easy to fit in as they all are really nice and friendly. by the way, this week Acts had their service at Sunway Convention center. not my first time to be at that place, few years back I attended Planetshakers Conference at the same place.

this weekend I've been listening a few sharing that are related to faithfulness. well, the topic mean a lot to me right now. it's like something very close to my heart right now for my transition.

I must say that I decided to study here at Taylor's, it takes a lot of courage and determination. I have to give up my comfort zone back at home, I got to learn life of being independent. my church, my family, my friends and even my car. though it's not like my car at all, I share with my brother, but still it is part of me. thinking back, I really don't know what causes me to make the decision to study here at KL and leave everything else and travel alone to start a new journey.

life at here is hectic, culture are different and even lifestyle and perspective towards things are pretty different. of course, there are times where I wished so much that I can be back to KK being in my comfort zone. however, once again I reminded myself the resolute I had at the very first which placed me where I am now. there are times where tears are welling up my eyes, but it is faith that keeps me going on.

it took a big step of faith to make decision that you aren't sure about. and it takes faithfulness to be bold and continue the unsure journey.

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

PJ : V1.0

2011-07-13T01:09:00.002+08:00

it's already more than a week since I arrived at KL here for studies. well, to be accurate it's Petaling Jaya. and for those who's interested to know where and what I studying about, I'm taking Diploma in Culinary Arts at Taylor's.

so yeap, that's enough for the intro part. I'll get into some activities that I've done so far and things that I've experienced.

the first day I arrive here and I've moved into my room. it's not a temporary one, it will be permanent till there's a reason I need to move out. so far nothing to grumble about and somehow I kinda like it. well, is just a normal room so don't imagine for an extravagant one.

went for groceries shopping. bought those little but important things. sometimes we do not realize how much we rely on some little thing so much, yet without it things will be not convenient. things are somehow organized in my room which I like it cause it's like my room and I know where's everything.

well, some people might think that back at home we have our own room too. however, it's different. your siblings or parents would go in and borrow your stuff. sometimes they do not return and you kept searching all over. but here everything is on my own, no one will come in to borrow or grab it away.

besides, over here, your room is like your house. you study, sleep, iron cloth and eat in your own room. and even everything that belong to yours, you got to keep it inside your room. no tv, no gas stove, no oven, no microwave and no maid like what you have back at your home. life is all about yourself and everything you're on your own.

back at home, you need to inform parents whenever you go out. at here, you don't need to and you actually got no one that you need to inform when you go out. pretty much like you're going a training camp individually.

on the other hand, it was my second day over here and I've experienced power failure which is a normal thing at KK but abnormal over here. so yea, I've to climb the staircase all the way up to my unit.

I've also met Mich, Soo and Kim. all of them are my KK peeps. it's rare for me able to meet Mich and Kim here at KL especially it was only my first week here. a lot people knew about the Bersih thing that's going on at KL, somehow it affected the whole Selangor and I heard Sabah too. I went out last Friday to have dinner with Kim and when I walk out of the mall and wanted to take a cab home, gosh! it's the worst traffic congestion I've ever seen so far. just within a week, I've experienced things that KL people rarely experience.

that's all for now, will update again.

PS: a few pictures of my life here is available at my facebook.

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

tumblr?

2011-06-25T23:54:00.002+08:00

nowadays people don’t blog their on feelings or thoughts that much anymore aye? ever since the existent of tumblr, less and less people update their blogspot account anymore. like what Jamie said, somehow people nowadays reblog a lot random post on tumblr but not writing out their own thoughts anymore.

the social network is getting sick.

yours sincerely, franfranfranny

transition.

2011-06-20T16:13:00.001+08:00

the earth is turning every second.

so does the world is changing and it wont stop because you can't follow up.

people are changing constantly.

transition is never easy but it will make you grow strong.

be courageous for everyday. do not give up easily as your future is prepare by your past.

counting down

2011-06-16T14:56:00.001+08:00

18 days to go...

mix feelings

2011-05-02T20:56:00.000+08:00

Dear future,

2011-04-04T22:11:00.002+08:00

I hope you dont destroy my feelings and that you consider looking at things from every angle and perspective, just as i would do to you. please notice that i not only make one mistake, but i also learn from them and create wonderful things called lesson. remember that im in your hands, and if you drop me ill break if im ever not myself. remind me that im a truly beautiful person inside and out. youre the future, when will you come my way? i do not know, but what i do know is that
"SOMEDAY" WILL SOON BECOME TODAY.

love, fran (:

PS: grab this from meow. I dont wrote or own it.

I Love Daphkisses.com

2011-03-15T14:19:00.004+08:00

I LOVE DAPHKISSES.COM BECAUSE SHE IS THE WAY SHE IS. No one on earth is the same like her. And I look up to her where she is brave to express out her feelings despite any situation.

Besides, although she is just older than me 1 year, but she could afford her on pocket money to buy things that she need and life's expenses which I believe a lot people who are same age like her can't do it yet.

In addition, she loves Jay Chou whom happen to be favorite singer also! I said this because not everyone agree Jay Chou's talent. Certain people thinks that Jay Chou make money by his look or fame. But to a real fans of Jay Chou, we all knew that he make money by his talent.

In a nutshell, Daphne Charice portrays life in her own way instead of walking behind people's shadow. She's not afraid to express what she loves or what she hates. Moreover, young people should learn to find own pocket money just like what Daphne did instead of thinking that it is compulsory for parents to give them pocket money.

you may check out her daily blog post here: http://www.daphkisses.com
or follow her twitter: https://twitter.com/daphkisses

Surviving

2011-03-09T22:15:00.001+08:00

it's been such a long silence at my blog here since I last post about my thoughts or things about myself.

life been hard so far for year 2011, entering the third month of the year, nothing fascinated besides celebrating my BIG 1 8. apart from that, currently experiencing transition which I could barely fit in.

so many big and small things transpired around, have to catch up with rather than not knowing anything.

I'm learning to be contented even with the little things. in addition, I'm learning to be more tolerate and patient towards people and in handling things.

there are so many things I wanna write on here but it's just not appropriate. find me if you know more personally. I can't promise I will tell you everything cause that depends on our relationship. I'm not trying to build a wall, but I believe everyone else would do the same. it's like you wouldn't tell me everything that you tell your bestie, just part of it. so yeah, it's the same here.

Nikon Coolpix s1100pj

2011-02-24T21:49:00.001+08:00

it's Nikon new product.

so canggih!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2011

2011-02-02T23:42:00.002+08:00

First post of 2011

2011-01-17T18:04:00.001+08:00

It's been such a long time I didn't post anything here. I am more active in tumblr now.

First month of 2011 has been eventful to me. So many things happened and I felt like kinda left behind on things that are transpiring. Anyway, hopefully the following months I can suit in 2011 better and enjoy it instead of feeling suffering.

By the way, I've chopped off my hair on the second day of 2011. Hope to dye it soon.

FYI, I've removed my wish list. Ask me personally if want to know why.

Just a quick update of myself. Check out my facebook or tumblr to know about my recent update.

recommend blog

2010-12-04T14:27:00.002+08:00

hey people, if you are boring and sick of surfing the net and got nothing to do, I recommend you all to visit this blog:

http://kristinandkayla.blogspot.com/

it's really interesting to view all the photos. so creative and they are all so photogenic! photographer would really love it I guess =)

have a good weekend peeps!

these are 2 photos I grabbed from there which I love so much! <3

vacation

2010-11-29T21:32:00.002+08:00

so yeah, I went on a vacation recently. well, to be accurate not recently, just that I'm more active there lately.

you might wondering it's SPM season and where Francisca went? to answer your question, I've get on a mouse and travel around Tumblr ;)

it made my day and I kinda addicted to this vacation.

so yeap, drop by and greet me C:

http://franfranfranny.tumblr.com

Ad: Boutique Cupcakes

2010-11-01T20:30:00.000+08:00

Happy Halloween people! though I was late but I do hope you all had a good night of "Trick or Treat" =)

I had a great one at Boutique Cupcakes last night. Well, actually Halloween is not so popular in Asia, so does Malaysia. Though it was a simple one, but good enough. I was actually invited through Sabahan Blogger and brought I brought some friends there. So let the photos do the talking!

I brought some home and gave my dad. He said it wasn't too sweet for him. FYI, my dad doesn't fancy about sweet stuff. But he could accept this. Whereas for a sweet lover like me, I think the sweetness just nice. Not too sweet nor not sweet enough.

the kitchen

part of the decoration

Halloween theme everywhere!

it's more than a look, it's delicious also!

Halloween theme cupcakes

*thumbs up*

For those who love desert and cupcakes, I encourage you all to pay a visit there. It's worth! And some of my family members and friends told me that it's a little expensive, but I think its acceptable. Because you all had to think about the effort and complicated works to produce each cupcake, and also the ingredients. So yeah, worth trying!

Boutique Cupcakes web page:

http://www.facebook.com/boutiquecupcakes

http://boutiquecupcakes2010.blogspot.com/

http://twitter.com/BCupcakes2010

Shop's location:

Lintas Station, next to the roundabout.

The shop is eye-catching, so I guess it will be easy for you guys to find it.

P.S more photos in my facebook :)

break (Eklektos people should read)

2010-10-21T21:59:00.000+08:00

this post is mainly for Eklektos people.

in case some people still don't know, I will be taking break from leadership of Eklektos starting November.

so yeah, it means I wouldn't be that active in leadership anymore since I'm taking break.

you wouldn't see me busy running up and down which I hope to. hopefully my body will listen to my mind as you know, when you're used to some duty, you just can't stop to help.

E4 I will pass it to Easter and Winson. they are doing good job so far. They are still in the process of learning but I believe they can make it.

as for Usher, I'll pass it to Timothy and Alicia. Besides preparing Holy Communion, other than that I wouldn't be involving.

Meanwhile for facilitator, I will still continue as we don't have enough facilitator now.

I hope this break would 'detox' myself spiritually and emotionally. enjoy just being a participant and worship God with all my heart. I've miss that for a long time.

some of you might wonder when will my break ends, well it depends though. I knew few of you guys expecting me to return after my SPM. However, I might wanna extend my break till next year. depends on situation though.

so yeaps, Eklektos people, continue to shine and serve our God as a TEAM!

superwoman

2010-10-14T23:01:00.001+08:00

okay, this will be my quick update of my recent things. been and will still going on a busy month of October.

SPM is coming pretty soon, though I tried not to remember it.
watched EAT.PRAY.LOVE
meeting aka gathering tomorrow night with Eklektos minsitry
outing with cg (rock climbing)
classmate's (Samantha) birthday bash on Sunday
continuous of school everyday
tuition for last speed up
Sheena's birthday
prefect's camp report to-do
Eklektos's SPM candidates list with the subject they're taking to-do
bbq at classmate's house
co-curiculum day on next Tuesday, have to sell stuff but don't know what to sell. have to attend a cert ceremony on the same day
revision on all subjects
do exercises of all subjects before SPM

yeah, I got tons of to-do list and I don't know how am I able to finish it. oh Lord, give me more strength to be a superwoman.

10.10.10

2010-10-10T21:18:00.000+08:00

have a good week ahead peeps!

everyday is a whole new day and everyday is a gift =)

be positive!

a quote for you all.

Lomography

2010-10-05T20:25:00.000+08:00

I'm currently hooked up to lomo-ish effect photos nowadays. I don't know why.

FYI,
Lomography is a global community whose strong passion is creative and experimental analogue film photography.
if you need more info about it, google it =)

yeah, so I have been editing photos in order to have lomography effect. here are some. there are also some I took from google.

to have a better understanding, I've made a comparison between the original one and applied lomo-ish effect photo:

before/after

My blog is carbon neutral!

2010-09-17T21:57:00.000+08:00

alright, I got to know this from my sister's blog.

everytime anyone on earth post something about this programme, a tree will me plant! how great is that? to me is really great, I didn't have an opportunity to plant tree, now as a blogger I have the chance to do something for this world! which is post a simple article and tree will be plant!

if you are wondering why am I doing this, then you should read or know more about global warming and those issue that happened due to our earth's ozone layer that are been destroyed. so here I am to encourage you all to post a article about it and put the sign which is at the side of my blog to get this effort going on.

thoughts

2010-09-14T12:58:00.002+08:00

Have you ever felt that you are left out?

Have you ever felt that your efforts are not being appreciated?

Have you ever felt that why on earth am I here?

Have you ever felt that why others can just have that determination to achieve things yet we just don't have?

Have you ever felt that the world is not fair?

Have you ever felt that life is unfair?

Have you ever felt that God is unfair?

Have you ever thought of giving up everything that you don't fancy and do things you like?

Have you ever thought of life can fast forward?

Is life worth living with the life you having now?

the night

2010-08-31T02:12:00.000+08:00

was out just now with a group of church friends.
back home at 1am plus since is public holiday today.
guess what? when I was on the way home just now around 1am, still got lots of car and people.
especially those racing-wanna-be-car. they thought they're cool but they are not AT ALL!
and I witnessed a road mishap. see, don't race and risk your life. Life Is Fragile!
by the way, where all the police gone? tired due to Ramadhan? hmm...leave it for you all to think about it.

heres the pic of the night, sorry it's kinda blur. an indian guy helped us took it, thanks to him!

Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!!

2010-08-31T01:36:00.000+08:00

Happy 53rd birthday MALAYSIA!

felt great to be a Malaysian =)

oreo

2010-08-25T22:19:00.000+08:00

okay, this is the new flavour of oreo.

tasted like blueberry ice cream.

as seen on packaging.

end of biting it, there's mint flavour in it which is very scrumptious.

somehow it is not very sweet and I'm liking it.

something new to me, not sure to you all.

have a try!

quick update

2010-08-25T14:52:00.001+08:00

watched Salt

watched grown ups

done with trial 1

done with excel exam *the useless exam

Roanna's birthday dinner & prefect's night

spend time with friends

farewell with our dear Bui Hin

got new love which is E4

I'll Be There

2010-08-18T21:21:00.002+08:00

You and I must make a pact, we must bring salvation back
Where there is love, I'll be there

I'll reach out my hand to you, I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name and I'll be there

I'll be there to comfort you,
Build my world of dreams around you, I'm so glad that I found you
I'll be there with a love that's strong
I'll be your strength, I'll keep holding on

Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well that's all I'm after
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I'll be there to protect you, with an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name and I'll be there

If you should ever find someone new, I know he'd better be good to you
'Cause if he doesn't, I'll be there
Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah
I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there

(Just look over your shoulders, honey - oo)

I'll be there, I'll be there, whenever you need me, I'll be there
Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah

I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there...

come and go

2010-08-18T20:53:00.000+08:00

when it comes to friendship, a lot people said that I have a large group of good friends.

but when me myself look at my friend list, yes, I do have a lot of good friend. but there is none a 'best friend' award to any of my friend on my list.

sometimes I do envy people that don't have much friend but just a few or even one best friend is.

sometimes if you don't have many friends, be thankful. cause you do have a best friend and that's enough.
the one whom you can share joy,
sad,
failure,
succeed,
humour
& everything.

I think is because of my own personality or my attitude that I actually don't easily trust a friend. I leaked out not important stuff easily. and that makes me sometimes look like a 'k-po' person.

but when it comes to my personal stuff or very important thing, I become very protective and is very hard for me to leak out. people had come to me and tried to 'dig' secret from me, but yeah, they fail.

I don't easily share my personal or inner feelings to others, cause somehow I dislike people know me to well. but when it comes to a limit till I want to share to someone, there's no one available. yeah, cause like what I mentioned, I don't easily express my feelings and it's hard for me to believe people.

I got a thiiiiiccckkkkk inner wall in my heart that is hard to break down.

Goodbye! Love

2010-08-15T17:55:00.000+08:00

I remember we started to know each other since form 2. However, we were not really close to each other. just hi-bye friend.
things changed when we were form 4. you and I happen to be in the same class and we knew each other better and our relationship improve.
our first outing was hang out time at Centre Point and Warisan. that time we got nothing much but just enjoy the moment we spend together.

next our second outing we went to had shabu-shabu and play pool. we had a great time and those moment are left to cherish.
*no pics, sorry!*

then we our third outing, which is also our first sleep over. we went to Tuaran Beach Resort.

and finally, our forth and last outing to Tg. Aru Beach for your farewell.

goodbye lad! hope you leave for a better and all the best for your future. may God's blessing be upon you and MUST miss us okay? =)

miss you lots. . .

p/s: remember to use the glove we gave you. then it will remind you about us (:

masquerade night

2010-08-08T10:25:00.004+08:00

alright, a bit of info for those who don't know. every year, the prefect's from form 4 will held a farewell dinner for the form 5 and upper 6 in conjunction to appreciate their hard works. this year was held at Promenade Hotel

woohoo!!

yeah, that's what I felt for last night prefect's farewell dinner. it was a total success and cherish moment to share.

and best of all, I'm the winner of 'Best Mask'!!! besides, am also one of the lucky one to get a prize from lucky draw =)

a heartfelt thanks to everyone who put their effort for making last night happened.

the event's president, Khor

pretty Michy

my mask of the night

lotsa people asking me where I get it from. I actually bought it online at here. check it out!

the title I won. thanks to Evon T. who helped me

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

2010-07-31T14:23:00.000+08:00

my blog is currently

UNDER CONSTRUCTION.

STAY TUNED!

yipee!!

2010-07-27T13:07:00.000+08:00

yay! happy ending =))))))))))

just in case you don't know what I'm saying, I just finished watching Summer Desire(Taiwan series). I like the ending cause Xia Mo aka Barbie Hsu is with Ou Chen aka Peter Ho. if you all did watch, you'll know the storyline. I'm not gonna give summary here, watch it yourself. (:

however, I personally think that the ending is not beautiful enough. they should make the couple go for a luxurious vacation or something more dramatic. a bit too plain for the ending.

and I love Peter Ho. gonna fall in love with him if you watch this series. he's abs, oh gosh! hahhahaha...sinful! he's character is rich, handsome and most of all he love Xia Mo veryyyyyyyy much in the series. *thumbs up*

IMY

2010-07-20T23:41:00.001+08:00

I miss these 2 songs. when I listen back, brought back all my past memories. though it may not be a pleasing memory, yet I still love these 2 songs. Both from Jay Chou and happen to be from the same album either.

花海

說好的幸福呢

guys I heart -xoxo-

2010-07-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

David Beckham

I still think that he's the most handsome football player so far. =))))))))

Brad Pitt

He's soooooo sexy. hahahha. I know, I sound like a bitch.

Vanness Wu

I fall in love with him when I watched Autumn Concerto. and best of all, he's a Christian =)

Jay Chou

love him for his talent ((((=

Nicky Lee

love him for his cute-ness

Malaysian Probationary Driving License

2010-07-06T21:22:00.000+08:00

(x) driving license

finally, I got my driving license =)))))))

I'm so excited to drive. yeah, everyone first got it will get excited to drive either.

oh btw, I purposely take it blur for some reasons.

mad love

2010-07-02T19:30:00.002+08:00

Mc Laren

:))))))))))))))))))))

I wanna pass my driving license soon so at least I got chance to drive :D

2010-06-26T10:35:00.000+08:00

currently hooked up to this drama series. . . not gonna give much opinion, leave some suspense to you all.

anyway, if you all got watch, I wanna say out loud that He Run Dong is more pity than Huang Xiao Ming. I see lots of comment about this series saying that Huang Xiao Ming is more pity. but I dont wanna give much elaboration, you watch and judge yourself. but of course everyone got their own opinions.

Father's day

2010-06-21T20:46:00.000+08:00

proudly presented by Eklektos

cams

2010-06-11T19:26:00.000+08:00

I want!!!

my crave

2010-05-30T08:50:00.000+08:00

a new add on wishlist C:

Bvlgari Omnia Crystalline perfume

I had one as above for miniature, but it will run out of use soon so need a larger one. However, it is damn expensive. =(((((((((

mother's day sharing

2010-05-12T21:18:00.000+08:00

an awesome mother's day sharing by sister Winifred Heron.

http://www.door-of-hope.org/wp-content/uploads/sermons/2010-05-09-Wini-Heron.mp3

Wini's family

exam

2010-04-23T20:05:00.000+08:00

pray more for me

pray harder

need lots of strength

你是我的 OK 绷

2010-04-21T19:11:00.000+08:00

doze off

2010-04-05T22:21:00.000+08:00

I wish I can hop into a fluffy bunch of pillow and a bed covered with silk-made bed sheet now.

nothing feels better than taking a long break when you're exhausted.

and and annnnnnd I want rainy days.

so I could open my window, listen to the rain drops and just dozed off.

hide in my soft blanket and sleep like there's no tomorrow =)))))

future studies

2010-03-23T19:42:00.001+08:00

I wish to study at oversea after my SPM.

but not sure which course yet...

probably event planner / mass com / PA / tourism

and and and I wanna study at UK or Australia!!!!!!!

those places are really breath-taking

but had to score well to get scholar =(((((

< all the best to myself! >

( ) score well in SPM - to get scholar and study at oversea

caught in love

2010-03-22T22:47:00.000+08:00

yes, he's my new love. my new obsession.

=))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

btw, he's a Christian!

*thumbs up*

oh dear, I'm dreaming like a bitchy girl. haha

but who cares, as long as I love him. xD

so here goes my add-on wishlist:

( ) a birthday party with Vanness

yeah, I know it sounds ridiculous.

but hey, have you ever watch my super sixteen?

that tv show rocks!

and the birthday boy or girl wanna-be got a really a.w.e.s.o.m.e partyyyy!!

some of them really invite singer or artist to perform on thier party man!

I wish I could invite Vanness although is kinda hard.

and and and the birthday boy or girl usually get a new car from thier parents too!

dreams: ( ) get the latest model Land Rover - Discovery

w705

2010-03-01T00:27:00.000+08:00

(x) phone

thanks to my dad =)))))))))))

and I can't believe I've chosen pink! I used to dislike pink, but I picked this colour cause I think seldom people own this colour of w705

bungee jump

2010-02-21T14:55:00.000+08:00

this is what I wanna do now xDDDDD

oh by the way, I've tried flying fox and wanna do it again =)

so there goes my wish list with added item:

( ) bungee jump, parachute & any other ~~extreme sport~~ ((((:

bread

2010-02-09T18:26:00.000+08:00

okay. I don't understand why east Malaysia don't have nice gardenia bread. in Singapore and west Malaysia, they got tons of type and it is super nice! whenever my aunt or sis back from west Malaysia or Singapore, I always ask them to buy at least 2 loaf of gardenia bread for me.

If by Rudyard Kipling

2010-01-29T23:46:00.002+08:00

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master,
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!

The Final Countdown

2010-01-03T00:08:00.000+08:00

went firefly, jesselton point and salim. firefly service is damn poor. thumbs down =(

Jo & Daph

sis and I

teddy!! damn cute

@firefly

fireworks @ jesselton point

just in time for it when we're caught in traffic congestion

Happy New Year 2010!!

kick the bucket

2009-12-28T00:57:00.002+08:00

pictures credit to http://bagzmaniac.blogspot.com/

(x) bucket bag

Patient Tested

2009-12-28T00:43:00.002+08:00

okay. I just wanna blog about this cause I've been wanted to post up so long but lazy. plus, I saw Chan's blog with this title "Patient Tested". So, I'll do the same =)

I don't remember the exact date but it is on a Saturday night after Eklektos Celebration.

that night I was feeling hungry and my throat is kinda hurt due to the shouting(Eklektos people you guys should know why ya). then I asked my mum to bring me drink some herbal tea at ren ai. but it turn out my brother dont wanna go and my mum just drop me by city mall's herbal shop name 'Mei Xin' for take away.

I went down and order 1 lemon sea coconut and 1 'kan lao mian'. I waited. the drink was sent to me. then I waited again. and waited. and waited. after around 15 minutes, I really lost my patient and tell the shopkeeper that I don't want the noodles anymore and just off. I look away and did not look back. when I went out of the shop, I saw everyone was looking at me and I just ignore them.

okay, maybe you guys think that 15 minutes still okay. but listen to my explanation first. at that time all the customer are served and they just left 1 customer to serve which is me. they're so slow and I even suspect that they just started to mix the dough the make the noodles. in addition, I could see into the kitchen from the window that the people inside are not doing anything. the waiter and cashier can see my impatient face already but they did not take any action to rush the-doing-nothing-chef.

lesson learnt : never ever go to "Mei Xin' that shop again!

just some of my current feelings

2009-12-13T00:24:00.001+08:00

please! stop adding burden to me. when I say no and reject I really mean it. please do not persuade me any further to go for it. sometimes I reject challenge or new task because I'm really very tired. I realize recently my mood is very down and kinda panas baran.

I get stress-out and mad easily nowadays cause everyone thought I'm superwoman and I can done everything excellently.I really dislike my current situation. why la? and come on, be mature please.

to anyone who's reading this and if you are involve, please pay attention what I say.

Eklektos usher, I know you guys are doing your weekly routine and you guys think that nothing special that goes wrong. in my point of view, you guys really are not improving at all but instead back sliding. please do your very best not to show off to me. you guys should know your responsibility and if you fail to achieve weeks after weeks then I have to say usher team don't need you. I'm not being meant but strict. I don't want anyone thought coming in and out usher team is a small matter. and I don't irresponsible people be in usher team. if I can't achieve well in quantity, then I'll just achieve well in quality.

E2 member, sometimes I'm really tired of you guys. I try my best every week I go cell group by not bringing any other emotions that I have in other thing to effect you guys. but you guys just somehow disappoint me over and over again. have you guys ever thought that if a cell group is not interesting or not fun, the cell member's responsible is to build up the atmosphere again. what I said to you guys and you guys don't wanna follow. so what you expect from me? think about it.

to whom it may concern, please don't increase any challenge or burden to me again. I'm verryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy tired and totally exhausted. my current feelings is being away from everything and get myself relax. sometimes I just wanna stay home and lepak at home but what do you a call home when you don't feel like it?

please la everyone. I'm not superwoman. I dream that I should just be a nobody and stop everything I'm having now. sometimes seeing friend's life I'm so envy of them cause they got less trouble to solve and just enjoy life.

I never expect to have any reward for what I did but just some rest. is that a bit too much?

phone

2009-11-24T23:17:00.000+08:00

this is the phone I currently using. I've used this phone for almost 2 years. previously my dad used it before, so total up is around 3 years...I love this phone but in the same time I hate it too! why?

I love it because it consist lots of function. I can mms to email address, it consist music player, camera, converter, dictionary, not very 'lag' compare to other Nokia's phone and other features!

and why I hate it? I'm not sure what's wrong but the phone's radiation is soooooooo high! every time I talk on phone for few minutes, my ears start to feel painful. besides, the battery used up very fast. I just use it to play music for like 40 minutes, the battery is totally empty. otherwise I talk on phone for 15 minutes, the battery also empty already. I've bought a new battery to replace but the same problem occur.

previously I really not willing to change phone but now I'm fed up. I want a NEW phone!! I can't stand it anymore man. so people, you know what I mean =)

this is the phone I currently in love with :
Samsung omnia =)

Jay Chou & Cindy Yen-Hua Sha (周杰伦&袁咏琳-画沙)

2009-11-21T09:27:00.001+08:00

I'm totally in love with this song. 5 star!! =)

ELCN

2009-11-11T22:09:00.000+08:00

damn you E.L.C.N.!!! I really hate you man! why you have to be so busy-body every single time?? it's my stuff, it does not bite you nor hurt you. why you have to disturb it and change it to your style? why there's only your rules? you have your rules and I have my rules. I don't bother about you and same to you don't bother about my stuff.

I just wanna post up here to release my hatred towards you and let the world know. I don't care about any comment or any negative impact that this post will bring cause I really dislike you!

my future

2009-11-09T15:04:00.001+08:00

okay, recently a lot people asked me about my future career. well, every time I answered them 'don't know'. well, actually I'm not sure what I wanna be or what is my passion.

a lot people agreed that I'm a good event planner, it can be a probability for my future career. but the problem is my results is not as good as my sister, so I'm facing financial problem for education as scholarship is hard to get nowadays.

next, I'm interested of working for the anti corruption department at Putrajaya. I know this department always being complained by others. but I don't care, I'll just do my part. some of you might think that my thoughts are too simple but you won't know what I'm thinking of. so, just keep quiet and don't make nonsense.

besides, I also like taking photos. not taking my own photos like those really disgusting and over act cute type. but is for those like nature's photo which need skills. or taking model's photo. I really enjoy it and I think not many people know about it. when I saw portrait's photo or those magazine photos, I have a habit to do 'research' based on the photo. I'll figure out which angle the photographer use to take the photo. or sometimes the adjustment of lens and of course the pose of model how to look nicer.

furthermore, I love baking and cooking. I love to bake cake and making desert. I also like cooking. sometimes I'll create my own type of dish and give a new try in making food. mum always test it and she says is nice and I'm creative in making these stuff. I enjoy culinary arts, that's why I'm willing to spend on food. for your info, I do watch baking and cooking tv show. sometimes when I go for buffet or those expensive restaurant, I'll actually observe how they did the dish. the color of food and plates that they use to make that dish look more beautiful and of course the setting of the food.

so next time, when people ask me again what I wanna do in future, I'll answer don't know or not sure. that's all.

my-beloved-gang outting!!

2009-10-31T08:48:00.001+08:00

so last night I went out with 8 other classmate at Damai. had lots of laughter and fun there.
our first stop was to have dinner at a steamboat shop, next to The Hut, it's name is Kang Le if I'm not mistaken. food was good there. not like some other places which the meat is very little. the shop gave quite a lot actually. I was late so I order my own set which is lamb, cost RM 22.80. The other 8 they share 2 family set which cost RM 44.80 each.

later on we wanted to go upperstar for some drinks, those of you who know upperstar I'm sure you know what kind of drinks I'm mentioning. but then no place and guess what? we saw Feroy, a happy-go-lucky guy. after that we decided to go metro for some pool games. only few of us was playing though. then all of a sudden, I peep the shop's fridge got alcohol drinks!! haha...so we ordered Heineken and Carlsberg. well I prefer Carlsberg cause the taste is heavier. but if you want to have a taste, you could go for Heineken cause it is lighter.

then, we went to coffee bean again. we ordered caramel and cake, took free milk and chocs powder. chit chat and hang around there. actually I wanted to go back at 10pm but Edmund requested us to accompany him to wait for transport till 10.30pm or 11pm. who knows? after I confirm my brother to pick me up at 11pm, his car is here at 10.15pm. so Hamster, BuiHin and I chit chat at coffee bean till 11.15pm as they are following my car.

in conclusion, had fun and on Rasa Ria November!! hahahhahahaha

p/s sorry I dont have any pictures with me. more photo to come on facebook

so the steamboat is something like that.

pool

coffee bean

thank you

2009-10-31T08:20:00.000+08:00

so, Edmund gave me the chocs and just blog it out as appreciation.
thank you Edmund!
p/s after promised me for 1 week then he brought the choc to sch for me

exams

2009-10-20T16:19:00.000+08:00

exam just ended last week.
got back few papers this week.
results are not so pleasing, as I know a lot of us really feel pressured for this time exam.
because most of us really dont wanna go to other stream or let 4S4's student to overtake our position.
the first time I see 4E so hardworking to do revision and surprisingly a lot of them woke up early morning to study. however, a lot of us and of course including myself was stunned when we received our paper. cause the marks showed is not like what we expected. few of them really dishearten and eventually cried. our results really worst this time and every subject we're not aiming A but credit. quite heart break cause feels like our crops is not same with what we input.

well, more papers to come. right now I don't want to expect for anything else cause it is very dejected when you get low marks.another test coming soon, hate it!

random post

2009-09-29T22:54:00.001+08:00

exam season now....

wanted to blog lots of stuff.

like KL trip, Jez's birthday, about cg & nonsense !! xD

but I got no time and I rather sleep than to spend time on computer.

so.......wait I finish my exam first and when I'm in mood =)

sorry peeps for not updating my blog.

oh by the way, gave Edmund, ZhenHao and Jez their birthday present that I bought at KL. . . teehee!

Calvin Lee

2009-09-16T22:06:00.005+08:00

this is a special post dedicate to a great friend of mine, he's not Jay Chou, not Tom Cruise, not Jacky Chan but CALVIN LEE!!

he had left us today for further studies at UK, and within the past 9 months, I really appreciate what he had taught me and I wish so much that he could stay back.

last night the leaders gather at Calvin's house and everyone of us share about Calvin. to summarize up everyone's sharing, at first no one wanna accept the changes he gonna make at Eklektos, then sometimes we dislike him, but still he loves us and we accepted him, learned a lot of stuff from him, a role model to us, a legend in Eklektos!

for my part, I just wanna says that I really learned a lot of stuff from Calvin. I've learned to think more than my own aspect. he always share in cell group that stop thinking about yourself, think about other people. that is what inspire me a lot. cause I know his heart for Eklektos and cell group, he never fail to says no and he's humble to accept other people's opinion.

for now he's going UK for 1 year and that is part of his dream. through Calvin, I've see how God can work so amazingly and I believe he deserves what he had now. he is a faithful servant and by that, I know God is granting him double up.

To Calvin,
I just wanna say a BIG thank you. besides, I believe you leave for a better and make us-Eklektos to realize that we have to get out of our comfort zone now. after 1 year when you're back from UK, you gonna see Eklektos grow a lot and achieve more things. God Bless!

'The sky is the limit.'

present from us

part of the six primary 6 guys

group photo before Calvin leave

prayer for Calvin by Frances & Sam Ku

Calvin on stage

exaaammmmmm

2009-09-07T20:19:00.003+08:00

exam soon....

still in lazy mood

who likes exam?

I used to love exam,

cause I get to go home early,

no need to bring a heavy plus bulky bag to school

and I get flying colours *whee!!*

but now...

not anymore!

because everytime exam,

my result is reallyyyyyyyy worst

and have to study reallyyyyyyy hard for it

but I never study hard cause I dont like study

*sniff x2

saddening

tagged by Nicole & Edmund

2009-08-22T07:58:00.002+08:00

Can you name 30 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 30 people. No cheating!

1. Alicia
2. LeeChin
3. Sherah
4. Clifern
5. CKM
6. Michy
7. Walter
8. Foi Yung En
9.Hamster
10.Rachelle
11. Alex
12. ChawJess
13. Roanna
14.Huahua
15.Kai Yee
16. Jeh Wen
17. Joyce
18. Samson
19. Bui Hin
20. Vennesa
21. Jez
22. Kim
23. Angel
24. Lum
25. Ketty
26. Calvin
27. Oscar
28. Apple
29. Daphnee
30. Nicole

THE QUESTIONS:
• How did you meet 10?
- Rachelle. we're same class during form 1.

• What would you do if you had never met 6?
- Michy. I wouldnt have so much lame joke

• What would you do if 20 and 15 dated?
-Vennesa and Kai Yee. I dont think so, Vennesa have TK already

• If you could marry between 6 and 14 who will it be?
-Michy and HuaHua. both also no

• Did you ever like 9?
-Hamster. nope, he's my buddy

• Have you ever seen 4 cry?
-Clifern. I don't think so.

• Would 4 and 12 make a good couple?
-Clifern and chawjess. I'm not sure but who knows?

• Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple?
-Alicia&Leechin. lesbian??

• Describe 8.
-Foi Yung En. busy-body

• Do you like 12?
-chawjess. yeap

• Tell me something about 17.
-Joyce. She is my pretty dear. =)

• What's 7 's favorite color?
-walter. I think white

• What would you do if 1 just confessed they liked you?
-Alicia. I will tell her I like her too as a sister. LOL!

• When was the last time you talked to number 15?
-Kai Yee. dont remember

• How do you think 19 feels about you?
-Bui Hin. another buddy of mine

• What languages does 13 speak?
-Roanna. chinese,hakka,malay,english...

• Who is 2 going out with?
-Leechin. DD? xD

• What grade is 16 in?
-jeh wen. Form 4, same class as me.

• What is 5 's favorite music?
-CKM. if I'm not mistaken is those very noisy de. cause last time when we tuition together he always listen to those songs.

• Would you ever date 3?
-Sherah. No

• Is 1 single?
-Alicia. yes

• What is 10's last name?
-Rachelle. Easy! Chong.

• Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 7?
-Walter. haha! my close friend

• Where does 18 live?
-Samson. likas

• What do you think about 20?
-Vennesa. a sweet and nice girl

• What is the best thing about 4?
-Clifern. Hardworking? in dota..

• Is 21 hard-working?
-Jez. yes!!

• What would you like to tell 14 right now?
-HuaHua. You are a good friend.

• How did you meet 9?
-Hamster. when I first enter 4E, I sit next to him and we talk like best friend but we just knew each other for 1 hour I think.

• What is the best and worst thing about 2?
-Leechin. she is my supplier. and I dunno worst thg about her..

• Are you going to know 3 forever?
-Sherah. yeah

• How long have you known 26?
-Calvin. more than 4 years I think

• Who is 24?
-Lum. loudspeaker

• Are you or did you ever date 28?
-Apple. no!

• Do you have a crush on 27?
-Oscar. never! haha...he got an apple =)

• Would you kiss 25?
-Ketty. if Vector allow. haha

• Have you hugged/kissed 22?
-Kim. she got a bf now

• Is 29 ur bff?
-Daphnee. mh sis

• What do you hate about 23?
-Angel. devil!! haha

• What's your relationship with 30?
-Nicole. my great friend

• Anything you wanna tell 6?
-Michy. Thanks for inviting me to your birthday but sorry I can't go.

• What if 11 comes and tell you he loves you?
-Alex. haha...ask michelle first

• if you are stuck in an island with 5, what would you do?
-CKM. haha...I got no idea

Tagged by Nicole

2009-08-12T19:56:00.002+08:00

My Kind Of Guy.

If you are a guy, post this as: "My Kind Of Girl".
If you are a girl, post this as: "My Kind Of Guy".
Answer the questions honestly, and tag people to do the same too!

10 people i'm tagging to:
1. CKM
2. Michy
3. Alicia
4. Sherah
5. LeeChin
6. Edmund
7. Joshua Ho
8. Daphnee
9. shinchan
10. Garry

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
- not too ugly

2. Smart?
- just a little bit smarter than me

3. Preferred age?
- same or older than me

4. Preferred height?
- taller than me

5. How about sense of humour?
- yeah

6. How about piercings?
- No, thank you

7. Accepts you for who you are?
- Yes, of course.

8. Pink hair?
- NO!

9. Mushy or not?
- Erm.. depends.

10. Thin or fat?
- Thin or Normal size.

11. Black, Brown or White skinned?
- neutral

12. Long hair or short hair?
-Short.

13. Plastic or metal?
- huh?

14. Smells good?
- Yeap!

15. Smoker?
- absolutely NO!

16. Drinker?
- no

17. The girl/ boy-next-door type?
- Erm, I guess.

18. Muscular?
- Kinda.

19. Plays violin?
- Guitar is enough.

20. Plays bass or acoustic guitar?
- Whatever.

21. Plays piano?
- Nice.

22. Sings very good?
- Yeap.

23. Vain?
- Yeah.

24. With glasses?
- Okay if good looking.

25. With braces?
- No problem.

26. Shy type?
- Depends.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
- Good boy.

28. Active or passive?
- I think both also okay

29. Tight or bomb?
- Tight.

30. Singer or dancer?
- Dancer.

31. Stunner?
- ==!

32. Hip-hop?
- any will do.

33. Earrings?
- NO PLEAASE!

34. Mr/Ms. Count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
- Oh no!

35. Dimples?
- swt

36. Bookworm?
- Not really.

37. Love letters?
- if he would give me, I think I'll fly ^^

38. Playful?
- Yeah!

39. Flirt?
-Me only. hehe

40. Poem writer?
- WOW!

41. Serious?
- depends in which way

42. Campus crush?
- Not really.

43. Painter?
- Not really.

44. Religious?
- Christian.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
- ok ok la

46. Computer games geek or internet freak?
- Internet.

47. Speaks 20 languages?
- 5 is enough =)

48. Loyal or faithful?
- Both.

49. Good kisser?
- Yes.

50. Loves children?
- Sure.

BIG spender

2009-08-09T23:18:00.006+08:00

went to shopping just now with parents. I love shopping with parents cause everything I buy, they pay for it =D

well, day I went to Karamunsing to buy my phone's battery. then, brother Emman and I brought dad to buy the car's mp3 player. bought 2 of it cause got 2 car =) later on, I think my dad is so brave. cause he don't know how a pendrive work but then he go buy a 4GB pendrive. he asks me to save tons of music in the pendrive then he just play in the car mp3.

night, went Centre Point, Warisan Square and Tong Hing with mum, spend a lot of $ there. mum want to buy Kose's stuff, then I just accompany her. who knows, she bought a lot of stuff from there, like crazy. after accompany mum to buy her stuff, I make my mum fall into my temptation =) I ask her to bring me go The Face Shop to buy my stuff and I succeed! xD
lastly, went Tong Hing to buy some stuff and back home.

stawberries~ I love them, don't you?

stuff that my mum bought. so expensive! people,
if your mum is using Kose, you'll know how much
it cost.

the tester plus some free gift

stuff my mum bought + tester & free gift

stuff bought from The Face Shop. they're having sales,
so you know... total up around RM70+

FYI, I have lots of nail colour already and
I never finish using it.

if you don't get how much is it in the previous picture,
look at this. I think still will add more ^^

真实

2009-08-04T22:31:00.002+08:00

真实

你说的话在我心中生了根
爱得很深所以心很疼
记忆在我的心中翻滚
是不是每一个人
都像我一样笨

只怕再问对彼此都太残忍
我能感觉另外一个人
我等等笑容换成泪痕
爱在崩溃的时候比较真

太多疑问知道答案又如何
原来容忍不需要天份
只要爱错一个人

心痛比快乐更真实
爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持

孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子

放不开也看不见未来
难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子

can't wait

2009-07-31T20:08:00.004+08:00

8th August 2009

I can't wait!!!
can't wait to see our result...
can't wait for that day to come as soon as possible...
is the day that you and I have put so much effort to make it happen.
we've been through so many hard time, different types of obstacles, uncountable tears & sweats.
but I know it is worth for us, because simply you told me to have faith, and I never fail to trust you.
thank you so much~

I'm filled with joy and excitement *BIG smile=)))

finding few parts of jigsaw puzzle in my life

2009-07-17T17:45:00.006+08:00

just now as I flashback my life, I find out that actually I don't have or never had some of the experience in my teenage years. or I'll call it memories in few more years later.

1st- never go eat together with my buddy before during recess time
though it sounds nothing to you guys but I never had it, I'm kinda jealous and wanna have that experience. whenever after recess I back at class, my classmate always share what funny and pleasure moment they had. I wish I could share the same joy with you guys too. cause I only have 10 minutes recess time with my prefect's gang friends as I'm one of the prefect at school.

2nd- the privilege of having parents to send and pick you up from school
every time I saw people at school having their parents to send and pick them up, it is such a great pleasure. although sometimes my mum pick me up from school. those who have your parents to pick you up everyday, you're a lucky child. I wish I have it too.

3rd- parents sending lunch for you
gosh! this people are really lucky, your parents just send a container of lunch for you during the peak time of traffic jam. you know what? sometimes I got to wake up super early only manage to make my own breakfast, but you guys have lunch some more.

hey people! appreciate what you having now.

Tagged by CKM

2009-07-06T20:37:00.002+08:00

1. The person who tagged you
Kar Mun

2. Your relationship with him/her is.
lame friend

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her are
a) tall
b) lame
c) always bully by me
d) good in academic
e) smart guy

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
*in process* sponsor for me =)

5. The most memorable thing he/she said to you..
a lame conversation with him
CK, Me
*I borrow his eraser without permission in tuition for the very first time we meet *
no need to ask ah?
need to ask de meh?
a bit lor
then use that a bit
hhahahah...you guys get it?

6. If he/she becomes your lover you will...
love him

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on
nth I guess, be the real him is enough

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...
worst attitude or back stab?

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now...
go tuition together again and have fun!

11. Your overall impression of him/her is..
nice guy

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
crazy? wild?

13. The characters you love of yourself are...
lovable =D

14. On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself is..
fats

15. The most ideal person you want to be is....
RICH and Successful.

16. For people who care and love you, say something to them...
I love you too. Thanks.

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.
1. Sherah
2. Edmund
3. LeeChin
4. Alicia
5. Karen Loong
6. Hua
7. WenWen
8. Ketty
9. Chan
10. Apple

18. Who is no.6?
HuaHua...1 of my good friend

19. Is no.9 a male or a female?
male

20. If no.7 and no.10 are together, is that a good thing?
No. Its wrong. Lesbian.

21. What's no. 2 studying about?
Economy. 4E.

22. When is the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
Uhh, today. yeah, at school. lol

23. What kind of music band does no.8 likes?
sentimental

24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
Yeah

25. Will you woo no.3?
Well, yeah. she's crazy

26. How about no.7?
a tiny girl

27. Is no.4 single?
YES.

28. What is the surname of no.5?
Loong

29. What is the hobby of no. 10?
taking photos?

30. Does no. 5 and no.9 gets along well?
I dont think so.

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
SM Lok Yuk

32. Talk something casually about no.1.
always find something to 'fan'

33. Have you tried developing any feelings for no.6?
haha...my good friend

34. Where does no.9 live at?
kingfisher

35. What colour does no.4 like?
black and white

36. Are no. 1 and no. 5 best friends?
Nope.

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
part of =).

38. What is no.6 doing now?
studying?

quick update

2009-07-01T20:28:00.002+08:00

currently multi-tasking again
having running nose AGAIN(hope to recover really soon, pray for me)
worry for studies as I have not been in to class for around 2 months
need more and more rest
longing for a relax vacation
wish to have a SLR camera
having financial problem
need more prayer

I love E2 (V2.0)

2009-06-05T12:03:00.004+08:00

last Sunday (1st of June) we had E2 very first outing, which we have dinner and some fun at Alicia's house. it was one of the tough time and decision I've to make for this event. well, you guys might think it just a dinner, what can be so tough? why so complicated just to organize an event? yes! at first I thought that way too and I think it is easier to held compare with outing to watch movie at cinema.

well, here come my tough time and wise decision I have to make.

our budget too high
facing financial problem
is it worth to held an event with this amount?
should I still go ahead or just cancel everything?

at first my plan is to have pot bless, but none of my cell member reply me what dishes are they bringing except Sherah. then last minute during Friday and Saturday I change my plan to do catering. I meet all of my co-members and Cathy to discuss and in conclusion: 3 votes for catering, 2 votes for pot bless. so we go for catering.

ordered food and everything done, here comes our problem-financial problem. Saturday night after Eklektos Celebration, I gather all E2 members and just telling them the truth that we're facing financial problem. I told them that I'm going all by faith and we pray together after that. at midnight, Calvin called me and ask me about the whole process and stuff about the catering. some complicated discussion and decision, decided to cancel the whole thing.

it was tough for me to call Alicia and tell her we've to cancel everything. cause I'm the one to call and tell her everything about our planning and to ask for food catering. then I have to call her again that we have to cancel everything. tears trembling down my cheeks and I couldn't stop it. felt like you have to destroy your own plan that is working half way through, in a more direct way, feel like killing your own baby. could you imagine that?

after quite a number of phone calls, uncountable tears, some discussion, some prayers and at last we're still having the dinner catering. a zillion thanks to Alicia and her parents, we appreciate it a lot. we have great food and more than enough.

after dinner we introduce ourselve to others and had some fun. behind every game we played, there's a valuable thing I want them to learn about. while them playing I also want them to learn about unity and how important a team is.

Together
Everyone
Achieve
More

yeah, thanks to everyone who came and support, that mean a lot to me. and the game we played I do hope you guys have fun and learn something that you'll use it for your lifetime.

add on: that night right after all our programs, there was a torrential down pour. Praise the Lord! everything went smooth...

I LOVE E2!

2009-05-30T14:45:00.002+08:00

I must blog about this to share with you guys about a blessed sleepover :)

last night cell group's co-member are having a sleepover and our very own 'resort', had fun there and most importantly, everyone's heart. I'm truly amazed by the passion of my co-members and leaders for E2.

last night we had Calvin to share with us, nothing much. then this morning we woke up at 5am to catch up with morning prayer on 6am at Kyrugma with the adults. according to Elden, today's morning prayer is the liveliest compare throughout the week. well, Oscar and Frances is leading worship. honestly, I've never been to a morning prayer that I really love it and wanna continue the atmosphere. then we had breakfast at our usual place, later on back to our 'resort'.

later on we had sharing and prayer together. we pray for each of our cell member and sing song together. a lot people cried and I'm really touched by seeing leaders that work with me how big are their heart for cell group, how great are their passion for cell group, how deep and how wide are their love for cell group.

1 of the song we sang, "Time After Time" content this lyrics:
If you're lost, you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall, I will catch you, I'll be waiting
Time after time

knowing that all my leaders are with me and they'll catch me when I fall, you guys are the greatest partner to be with. seriously! no matter who wanna compare, I still gonna say you guys are the best of all!! I love you all and I knew I can't find any other people like you guys again at other places. no matter where I go, surely I gonna tell people about this bunch of people who really support me a lot. you guys taught me 1 precious thing, DO NOT GIVE UP!

changes

2009-05-24T15:33:00.002+08:00

few of my friend told me that this year, Francisca had changed.
she became more mature, have the leadership in her that people will honor and respect her.
her leadership is stronger, she had brought people around her to a higher level and a better person.
in the same time, her way of speaking also change. not to say rude but not pleasing.

SMLY teacher's day

2009-05-23T08:47:00.003+08:00

yesterday(22-05-2009) lokyuk celebrated teacher day. all the committee member started since March and till the day before yesterday we're still doing a lot of last minute thing. right after the celebration, everyone was relieve and shouted at the school hall. cause during the planning and preparation work, all of us so stressed and can't even sleep well. but worth it cause mostly the teacher like what we've plan.

I'm in charge of the performance, really a lot work to do and I've to choose performance teacher like. cause they don't like shuffle and those boring singing. some like it, some dislike it. so busy on that day itself cause I have to walk here and there to make sure people are ready to go up stage and their CD already passed to the AVA team.

here are some pictures, lazy to upload so much, sorry people =)

sukaneka-sudoku

sukaneka-passing rubber band
FYI, this pretty lady got nominate for the most popular girl teacher

sukaneka-IQ quiz

volleyball competition (teacher vs. student)

futsal (teacher vs. student)

5 places I wish to visit

2009-05-16T23:10:00.004+08:00

copy from Facebook:

1. Italy

2. Mauritius

3. Dubai

4. Japan

5. Australia

out LOUD

2009-05-12T22:40:00.003+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
grrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just wanna shout out LOUD!
I'm fed up
I'm disappointed
I'm tired
I'm enough with everything
I'm lost
I'm doing everything real worst

things just did not turn up like how it should be, many mistakes I knew but still doing it.
stop criticizing people!

if you think you can do better, then why at first you wanna pass it to me?
I'm the person-in-charge, who are you to judge my way of doing things?
am I just a vase to let you decorate?

it's enough!
get lost!
END IT RIGHT NOW!!!

update

2009-05-05T12:08:00.002+08:00

random post cause I'm bored and feel like bloging but out of topic =)
recent updates and things about myself:

having a day-off for myself today cause having Chinese exam and I'm not taking it
love my cell group people, they're awesome!
listen to lots of English music recently
learning driving skill
gonna be really busy like never before starting next week
waiting exam over for outting with my friends
waiting my sis and Chihuahua's lads to come back
addicted to Bejeweled Blitz(a game)
want to have a cute puppy as pet
need more money =)
still learning to love add maths
still need a camera
still need a new wallet/purse/clutch bag

Lok Yuk Prefect's Leadership Camp '09

2009-04-20T19:35:00.002+08:00

well, FYI I've been to a camp like what I mentioned in my title at UMS-ODEC(Outdoor Development Centre)

everyone knew this kind of camp surely is suffer, but I will say suffer yet enjoy. learned lots of new thing in this camp. and there's a small yet memorable part in this camp about my personal thing which only few of my friend knew. small part yet good enough to change me and I'll never forget about it. if you wanna know do ask me personally as I won't write it here.

okay, now I'll tell the whole story about this camp.

1st day reach there, nothing special happen. have to set up our own camp and my tent mate is Kim, a pretty and smart lady. at night we're been punish to lay down on a sandy and carpeted with ants place. the counseling teacher asked us to do something like meditation but I enjoy seeing stars up the sky cause is a super fantastic scene that night which second night no star at all up the sky =(

2nd day. woke up 4am because it is the rules and have to listen to useless moral thing. I don't understand what's the point because we're all so sleepy and tired then 7.30am we have to climb UMS's mountain again. around 5 or 6am I have gastric then get to rest a while in my tent, but at last I have to take care Alicia cause her stomach is very painful due to menstrual. then 7 something I was not sure should I go and climb the mountain or not cause I know myself don't have the energy and having gastric. but at last, I made the decision to overcome it. and yes! I did it and overcome it! for Lolo lads~ woohoo~ hehheheheh =) feel great that I manage to climb ^.^ and on this day I didn't eat anything only morning during gastric have some milo and biscuit. and on this night that my special thing happened.

3rd day. emergency siren appear at the midnight to wake us up. an activity name 'pulau terbiar' held. if you dont get what it means, ask me, long explanation. but when this activity held for like 5 minutes I already knew it was fake cause I'm smart =D okay, not the point. then woke up at 4am again. all the participant woke up but none of the teacher wake up and they're late! hahahaha... *evil laugh* then we have flying fox which I waited it for a looooooong time and I wanna have more of it!

thats all by the moment. more to come if you and I get to meet up and talk about this topic =)